~SON OF MY FAMILY~

Tis afternoon.. Feel bored..
Went & hav a peep on bro..
Curious of wat is he busy-ing for..
Detected.. He was..
Reading some abstruse books..


These r wat i found him reading..

I dun even read these books bfore til da age of now..
Should i b ashamed of myself o wat??
He told me..
He was selected to tc part in a general health knowledge contest soon..
Now juz try to read up some of it hardly..

Lately.. He is da hero in my heart.. haha~
Bfore tat.. Won da 1st place for S'ban Site A Malay writing competition..
Very soon.. Gonna fight wif Site B n Site C.. i think.. haha~
His teacher behest him to read a composition a day..
But.. He juz leave it aside.. How dare is him??
Now he's indulge wif games.. Haha.. My bro.. My bro..

Later at nite.. Found out..
He's concentrating on another book..
Move forward n look..
Those books bfore were thrown aside..

He was investigating the TAROT handbook.. kaka~

He ask me to b his "white mouse"..
Hav different selection oso.. PENGSAN a while..



Tis is the son of my family.. haha~
Wish him GOOD LUCK..
N hope everything will run pretty smoothly in his life..

~WEEPY EYES~

Last nite.. I wept my heart out..
Tears dropping continuously..
Tis was da third time..
I dropped my tears in front of u..

Tat moment.. I was helpless..
No one was standing on my side..
Heartrending words were striking me..
When i dispute wif my words..
Tears starting to fall.. Til i can't control myself..

Words were given repeatedly..
I got it.. I realy got it..
But.. Last nite was different..
I can't figure out wat was happening to myself as well..

I feel lik i'm untrustworthy at all..
Y couldn't I get any faith from u??
Is it i'm so trustless??
In fact.. Sometimes.. My doing was realy unforgivable..
But.. Tis time was different..
Veracity.. U hav ur thinking.. So do I??



Well.. Last nite.. Realy thx dear gav me fully support..
If not.. My feelings wil deteriorate til tis second..
While confiding my affliction.. Tears came by triple than bfore..
Keep typing keep crying..
But now.. I'm fine again.. Thx dear..
Tc care well & enjoy urself at Japan ya~

~DRUMBEATING~

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~ Helping ah mate to do some drumbeating over here.. keke..
~ Frends!! Come & giv some support.. Thx.. haha~

~BLUE~

BLUE??
In fact.. It's my favourite..

Enjoy looking up da wide BLUE sky..
With white fluffy clouds move gracefully..
When wind blows..
It's nice of having tis prospect all da time..
But.. Good times don't last long..

Bsides.. Luv da BLUE sea too..
Which is reflected by da BLUE sky..
Two of these were connected tightly..
But.. Sadly.. Is hard to find nice BLUE sea nowadays..

Somehow..
When seeing natural resources with BLUE..
Feelings juz changed..
Frame of mind.. Will bcome very calm, comfortable & sonsy..
Hope tat coming trip to PERHENTIAN wil not despair.. ha~

Pics taken few weeks ago at KLCC Aquarium..
These are my favourite BLUE tone colour..

~Mr. Sharkey..


~Mr. Sting Ray..


~Mr. Turtle..


~Fishy-fishy..


~Corals..


~N finally some kinda smooth slippery coral i think..

～大头虾病倒了～

130309
睡着睡着。。骤然看到ah mate的大钟。。
惊吓起来。。奔去洗刷刷。。
打包刚睡醒的床单和被。。
出门的时候。。怎知？？
钥匙不见了！！
昨天明明还在。。会跑去哪里？（回想）

一切记忆只停留在昨天的午觉时间。。
阿肉跑来我床睡觉。。
刚完成其中一样课业的我。。
就打算上床欺负她。。
把钥匙放在她身上。。
钥匙冷冰冰的。。而且还挂着一个超大片的 key chain。。
玩玩下。。自己也累了。。
随手也忘了把钥匙塞进哪一个“洞”。。就睡着了。。

回到130309。。
没办法。。只好照常去上课。。
在班上。。还跟ah mate讨论不见钥匙的事。。
之后。。突然那一瞬间。。
我像感应到钥匙的存在。。
原来就在手上抱着的laptop包包里。。
还当了一个早上的大头虾～故事还在延续。。

上完课后。。我、阿肉和猫猫。。
立刻赶到车站去。。因为要赶巴士嘛。。
怎知巴士还没到。。不用紧。。
我们就四处徘徊。。吃冰淇淋。。面包。。
但没有一样是好吃的。。没办法。。太饿了～
过了一个小时。。巴士才到。。
准备上巴士前。。发现又有另一样非常之重要的东西不见了。。
MY GOD～我的车票叻？？
还没到车站前。。已经把车票塞进裤带。。
怎么会不翼而飞？？

这时。。司机叔叔在counter另一边忙着。。
阿肉牵我上巴士。。
之后。。司机叔叔也没有查票根。。
只查查几个外劳的票根。。就开车了。。
我就这样逃过了一劫。。谢天～
又当了一个下午的大头虾。。

天蝎座的我变成了“大头虾”座。。

130309当了一天的两只大头虾。。
但终于也回到自己的家了。。超累的。。
连续的很多个晚上。。都是两三点才睡。。
加上病在身。。服了药。。
今晚特别早睡。。弟弟都觉得奇怪。。
怎么姐今晚特别早睡？

140309
今早。。起床。。身体还是很不适。。
还有一大叠未完成的事情要办。。

~WHAT I NEED IS JUZ A TRUST~

Last nite..
I'm totally in a pucker..
Facing a dilemma..
Plans juz changed too sudden..
Til i duno wat's da next step i'm gonna tc..

When da moment i knew..
My face was realy pale..
N started to think as many sequels as i can..
From many perspectives..

I knew tis sudden was not delightful to u all..
In da 1st instance.. I planned to tell u da truth..
But.. Ur fury came in gradually n increasing..
I can feel u were obnoxious..
But.. Wat can i do??


Ppl was disagreeing me here..
Then u were distasteful over there..
But.. Wat i need now..
Is juz a trust.. Dun ask me reasons..
But.. Trust tis is not wat i hope to b..

~LOVE RECOVERY SYSTEM~

*Whistling sound* (an sms coming in..)
Open up.. N saw it was u..
U r not in a good condition again..
Mind stil clinging of him??
Essentially.. Tonite should b a great nite for u..
Y can't u juz left him bhind n enjoy ur nite??

As periods going on..
U ady knew is IMPOSSIBLE..
But.. In fact.. When a girl is truely in love wif a guy..
She really does..
Til when she'll woke up from her dreamz??
It depends to her LOVE RECOVERY SYSTEM..

There r various way to solve da matter..
Mayb some..
Need another person to replace his place..
OR.. Work busily without thinking of him..
OR.. Spending money to fill up her loneliness.. (but.. tis won't b my choice..)
OR.. Keep talking & spending time wif frends & family..
But.. All these suit those who r feeling lonely..

But.. When special case lik..
Carry a torch.. Juz one-sided love..
Ady feel deeply for tat guy..
N fall for him bcz of his solicitude..
In fact.. Of his attitude as well..
But.. Nth happened bfore between da 2 of u..
But.. Tears started to slip over ur cheeks..
I hope to lend a helping hand..
R there any solution for it??

慢慢爱上你～

当初看你不是很起眼。。
但我会试着看看你的优点。。慢慢爱上你。。
我相信我一定做得到。。
因为我已经没得选了。。
不想拥有都已将你拥有了。。
还能怎么办叻？？
就试把劲爱上你吧！！
NIKE AIR。。我一定会努力把你当“宝”看。。

不起眼的你。。希望你会让我慢慢爱上你。。


至于。。旧的已经坏到超难堪的。。见不得光。。
所以。。已是时候将你摆在一旁。。
得空得空的时候。。我会回来看看你。。
放心。。我不会将你遗忘。。还会回忆起你曾陪伴我的日子。。
毕竟。。你曾是我的最爱嘛。。嘻嘻。。


虽然你已老了。。还是想帮你摆出最美的pose。。

~THE LAST TIME~

Recently.. I'm diving into tis song totally..
Da lyrics was realy touching..

《最后一次》 LAVIGNE

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆握住却并不容易
甚至由天决定不要太伤心

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你 <~END~>

Heard about..
Tis was composed by a 17 year old gurl bfore she left..
But.. there r many edition of stories..

Some said:
At tat time.. Tis gurl was having serious illness..
N tis song was dedicated to her BF..

Some said:
Tis gurl was being abandoned..
N wrote tis bfore she commit suicide..

Some said:
Tis gurl was having cancer..
N her BF lik listen to songs n produce songs..
She wrote tis bfore she left..
As a rememberance for her BF..

Some said:
Tis gurl n her BF luv each other much..
But.. ill-fated.. Tat guy had serious illness..
N tis gurl dedicate tis song to him..
Soon.. he passed away..
Tat gurl end her life too..


NO MATTER HOW WAS DA EDITION OF STORY..
DA RHYTHM OF TIS SONG WAS DEPLORABLE.. TOUCHING..
SOMETIMES.. PPL SAID..
HAVING WAT KINDA MOOD.. WILL LISTEN TO WAT KINDA SONG..
BUT.. VERACITY.. I'M NOT SICK AT HEART..
DUN MISAPPREHEND.. haha~