~ZERO~

Finally.. Lastly.. Eventually.. Ultimately..
Everything ends on Tuesday..
Anxiety was being released out..
N there's no more vexation in my mind..
But juz fatigue n weariness..

Call to mind.. These passing dayz..
Hav to force myself on everything..
In fact.. I knew i'm not tat good comparing to others..
But.. Juz telling myself.. To try anything which i'm able to b..
As long as i'm trying out.. Putting efforts..
I won't hav any regrets on it..

As well as an affair..
Which dragging me for a long time..
Can't even forget til tis moment..
I knew it's time to let it down..
Not worthy anymore..
Keep maintainnig da same thing..
Wil juz bothering & burdening myself..
Til da end.. Nth wil b in my hand..

Juz let it b & clear things out in mind..
Let things bc to a starting mode again..
Though tis is not da 1st time for me..
Everytime.. I can forget in good ways..
Tis time wil b da same.. I knew..



Sometimes.. I'm not sure whether..
Is it my problem o da trust of mine to ppl around..
Inccident happened once n once again..
But everytime i din grasp it nicely..
All r juz CARK!!
N ya.. CARK juz change everything to zero again..
Til da now of mine is ZERO.. Lolz.. Kaka^^
Hapi holidays.. To let my mind bc to ZERO..