~LOVE AFFAIR~

Today went out wif dear..
She told me.. "It's time to hav a love affair"..
By asking: "Won't u feel lonely when u need someone bside u??"
Indeed.. I hope to start one..
But.. There's no choice for me..
I mean rite now.. ^^

Frends thinking i'm choosy o wat..
But.. Actualy..
Telling da truth.. I'm not..
When a guy come closer..
For me.. I choose to take time n observe..
(*Not a long period..)
N yet.. Everytime..
It juz disappear half way round..

There's different story in between..
Some r sweet from da starting..
But.. Turning tasteless after a meanwhile..
Some r pretending all along da process..
N indirectly changing into a bothersome problem..
Some r sweet all along da process..
But.. When i'm preparing for it..
It juz vanished suddenly..
By interchanging.. I'm stil single rite now.. Haha^^



Telling da truth..
For da age of mine now..
Start worry-ing.. Why huh??
Is tis a normal symptom??
Scare later no ppl wan.. Bcome "lougupo"..
But there's one thing i alwayz regret..
Was da longest "observation" i ever made..
Til now v're 2 strangers in tis world all over again..
NO MORE TURNING POINT FOR US AGAIN..
NOT EVEN FREINDS.. IS DA WAY HE CHOOSE TO BE..

~2nd PRACTICAL~

I'm back.. Sori for da late updates..
I was too busy wif my practical..
N now it's over.. I'm a freeman now.. Yuhoo^^

A little talk bout my practical..
Well.. 2 months juz passed quickly..
N yet.. I learned lotz during tis practical..
Comparing to da previous one..
Indeed.. My mentor guide n assist me every time..
I lik da learning process.. Da way she guide me..
To let me noe which is da better way..
N wat is da weaknesses i need to correct..
Learning from mistakes is wat i alwayz hope for..

But.. I'm realy unsatisfied wif..
My minor subject.. Mathematics..
During da last observation by HLM..
I'm totally down..
I knew she won't satisfied wif it as well as myself..
After finishing da last maths class..
I keep reflecting myself.. Why i'm so stupid??
Brain was stucking all da time without any new ideas..
At tat moment.. I almost burst myself wif tears..
But i did control it by entering my cuties' class.. Year 1..

Talking bout Year 1 class..
Sometimes.. They made me scratched my scalp..
Sometimes.. They made me laughed a lotz..
Haha^^ There's stories wif them..
I realy love u all.. But.. I'm leaving..
力宁，芷炜，恩琪.. Dun cry anymore ya..
While u all r crying after da last lesson..
My eyes were wet.. If i cry.. Sure very paisei..
Cz parents were all around.. Hehe^^


GONNA MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! ALL DA BEST.. MUAKZ..
Oh ya.. Thanks for da presents.. ^^