U think i can?? Am i worth to b??
For me.. I'm not able to reach there..
Dun put expectation on me..
Da higher u hope..
Da higher disappointment wil b coming..
Trust me.. I'm not tat good..
Sometimes.. Wat u feel..
Wasn't da same in reality..
Mayb wat u saw during these period..
Is juz ur exterior perspective..
There's lotz of happenings & incidents..
U dun really c it through ur eyes..
Once u saw da real one..
1st mind.. 1st thought wil change u thoroughly..
But well.. U're realy different..
U taught me a lotz..
Encouragement.. Opinions.. Ideas..
N trying to lead myself to da ideas u gav..
Appreciate every words & notions u gav to me..
N it's precious.. At whiles..
A dull stone may turn into a beautiful gem..
N yet.. When time turnaround..
Da same doing wil change into a habit..
Whether good or bad..
Everyone hav a different answer..
As self-esteem keep sliding down..
Habit wil slightly turn into a negative one..
N well.. I'm one of it rite now..
Please drag me out from tat hell place..
*Keep on da same habit wil turn me into a demon..*
Believe in yourself.."."
ReplyDeleteIf you think you can,you can......
my nickname is demon oso,
ReplyDeletecoz i like to bite ppl~
>,<
寒雨: If i think i can, i can?? Haha^^ Hope so.. But.. Every time failed to b..
ReplyDelete西门：U called demon bcz u lik to bite ppl?? Mayb a corpse should b a name for u which is more suitable.. Kaka^^ Lolz..
haih.. i knew how it felt.. initially u will feel excited at that moment.. but the next time when u talk to him . u will feel the pressure beneath-..hardly tell how u gona gone thru dis.. but somehow juz try to keep up the motivation that he tried to give us.. the hardest point is how to keep on improve // reach up to his expectation when u did not know how high is his expectation/. -0-
ReplyDeletethough ppl might said.. dun think about it . juz try ur best.. but he will gave u that kinda pressure tat .. it seems like if u din perform better at the next time . u gona let him down .. tats outmost scary !!!
anyway .. stil need to use back tat old word -- gambateh folk