Wednesday, July 15, 2009

~INCREASING O DECREASING~

Get shocked while u told me tat sentence..
U think i can?? Am i worth to b??
For me.. I'm not able to reach there..
Dun put expectation on me..
Da higher u hope..
Da higher disappointment wil b coming..
Trust me.. I'm not tat good..

Sometimes.. Wat u feel..
Wasn't da same in reality..
Mayb wat u saw during these period..
Is juz ur exterior perspective..
There's lotz of happenings & incidents..
U dun really c it through ur eyes..
Once u saw da real one..
1st mind.. 1st thought wil change u thoroughly..

But well.. U're realy different..
U taught me a lotz..
Encouragement.. Opinions.. Ideas..
N trying to lead myself to da ideas u gav..
Appreciate every words & notions u gav to me..
N it's precious.. At whiles..
A dull stone may turn into a beautiful gem..



N yet.. When time turnaround..
Da same doing wil change into a habit..
Whether good or bad..
Everyone hav a different answer..
As self-esteem keep sliding down..
Habit wil slightly turn into a negative one..
N well.. I'm one of it rite now..
Please drag me out from tat hell place..

*Keep on da same habit wil turn me into a demon..*