Having my 3rd practical now..
Although it's da 3rd time..
But.. I do feel it's tough for me..
Environment influence ppl actualy..
1st thing was.. Hot weather there..
2ndly.. No food there..
3rdly.. Pressure from different sides..
4thly.. Blah blah blah..
N yet.. I misses my ex-mentor soo much..
She guided me soo well last time..
N now.. I need to guide myself..
Pushing myself to da way should b..
It's not easy..
While other sides r raising up my pressure..
In few times.. I feel soo suffering..
N burst out into tears..
I'm trying hard.. But sometimes..
I felt soo tiring.. Weak body.. Low soul..
N now.. Worrying bout my healthiness..
Sth went wrong now i guess..
