LITTLE.GARDERNER

Tis morning.. After breakfast..
Help mom n dad did some gardening..
Mom teased dad.. Said tat daddy has too many plants..
She wana arrange them in front of da fence..
N let passerby take anyone they like.. Lolz..
At tat moment.. Dad's face was black like "charcoal"..


I helped to pull away those weed n mom fill in new soil..
Then i feed da baby plants wif fertilizer..
Hope they can grow strong n healthy..


Arranging n let passerby to take away??
At last v din do it.. Haha.. XD


Found a cute plant n capture it..
Mom said is one kinda herbal medicine..


Dad's favourite 富贵❀花❀。。

TIME WILL FADE EVERYTHING

Babe's little bear.. ❤

Sometimes..
There's stil some tears wept over da past..
Sometimes..
There's stil some loneliness spread over me..

I knew I'm not alone actually..
It's just.. My mind was not strong enough..
After weeping.. I'll keep my smile back..
N telling myself to b stronger..
Time still needed to fade everything away..


Scar in the HEART.. ❤

GLAD TAT I FOUND YOU

Yesterday..
When i was finding some videos for performance purpose..
Finally.. I found out tis song.. Edwin Mccain's [I'll Be]
I was glad tat i finally found it out..
I've been searching tis song since a long time ago..
Bcz it appeared in one of my favourite movie..
THE CINDERELLA STORY..

Tis is my most favourite scene.. =)

Sometimes.. When u hardly find sth which u wish for..
It's hard to find da one..
But u should belief there's stil a M.I.R.A.C.L.E..

WAKE & GROW

Yesterday.. I took a book n read back..
Which i bought it last year..
Last time when i read it..
I felt it was some truth which i should know in life..
But now.. Tis book gave me strength to revive back myself..

There's a very meaningful sentence..
Which written lik tat..
如果没法让对方快乐，爱得多么深也是没有用的。
你很想坐这班车，但这班车是不能载你去目的地的。
你可以勉强挤上车，但也只能在中途下车。
这不是你要的人生，你只好望着这班车离开，而车上有一个你曾经爱过的人。
两个相爱的人，也许永远不相容，那么，也只好在车站分手了。

There's some love affairs are fated tat couldn't reach eternity..
If a love affair only have da past memory..
But without warmth n happiness in future..
Why we stil wana afflict each other??
I dun mind to b pain now..
But at least tis pain wil b a reminder for da coming days..
IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP & GROW UP, GIRL~ ❤

A NOTE FOR MYSELF..

Stuff 1: S.M.I.L.E sweeter & wider from now on..
Stuff 2: L.O.V.E myself more than yesterday..
Stuff 3: Think P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E.. Let go da past n forward to da future..
Stuff 4: L.O.V.E my family more bcz they just want me to b happy.. ❤
Stuff 5: Find myself a C.A.M.E.R.A.. (It's a dream of mine..)
Stuff 6: Continue wif my T.R.A.V.E.L.I.N.G dreams..
Stuff 7: Study H.A.R.D for da remaining study days..
Stuff 8: L.O.V.E my course-mates more than bfore.. Bcz days doesn't left much..
Stuff 9: Step out from R.E.L.A.T.I.O.N.S.H.I.P temporary..
Stuff 10: When i'm alone.. I have to b T.O.U.G.H & S.T.R.O.N.G diploid than bfore..

PIRANHAS..

Recently.. Everyone is giving me strong n fully supports..
Thanks for those supports.. ❤
I knew everyone wan me to b happier as bfore..
I will b fine soon..
Try to think good stuff instead of sorrows.. ^^

Yesterday i went for a movie.. PIRANHAS..
Da movie was quite disgusting..
Especially while da wild fishes attacking ppl..
During da whole movie watching..
I was covering my ears bcz i can't forbear da intensity..
Two young girls sitting bside me feel more afraid than me..
N keep comforting each other.. Haha.. ^^

When i was small.. While reading some books bout fishes..
I feel soo curious bout piranhas..
I was wondering how can fishes attack human..
N was hoping to c how a real piranha actualy looks like..
Last year.. I saw piranhas at Aquarium KLCC..
But da fish doesnt seems too wild..

After tis movie.. I can see da REAL wildness of piranhas..
It was lik "wow".. Totally violent..
Big difference between two different species of fish..

CROSSED IN LOVE..

Love is actually a kinda addict..
When u step in.. U'll b drowning inside..
Bfore i started a love..
I thought love is easy..
Now only i realize.. Love is hard..
Bcz it holds both hearts together to walk forward in life..

After da broke up..
I realize da true meaning of lonely..
When i was in love..
No matter how tired he is.. He stil show me his smile..
Everytime he'll pick up his time to care n concern bout me..
Actualy i ady started to rely on his love but i din realize it..

I dun wana hurt u actualy.. I knew u love me more than i do..
I called it an end..
Bcz if problem occured.. Ur hurt wil b even worst..
To protect u from being harm.. I can just call it an end..
After da broke up.. My tears dropped everyday..
Bcz when surrounding is soo quiet..
I started to miss da way u treat me..

Tis is da 4th day without his love..
Although is hard..
I hope both of us can get through tis soon..
N find bc our single soul as bfore when v havent started..
Terry.. Da way u treated me.. I'll keep them as memories..
Bcz i din lie to u when v're in love..
I hope u realy understand me..

~3rd PRACTICAL~

Hard days.. Hard time..
Having my 3rd practical now..
Although it's da 3rd time..
But.. I do feel it's tough for me..

Environment influence ppl actualy..
1st thing was.. Hot weather there..
2ndly.. No food there..
3rdly.. Pressure from different sides..
4thly.. Blah blah blah..

N yet.. I misses my ex-mentor soo much..
She guided me soo well last time..
N now.. I need to guide myself..
Pushing myself to da way should b..

It's not easy..
While other sides r raising up my pressure..
In few times.. I feel soo suffering..
N burst out into tears..

I'm trying hard.. But sometimes..
I felt soo tiring.. Weak body.. Low soul..
N now.. Worrying bout my healthiness..
Sth went wrong now i guess..