~RECUR TO THE PRIME~

Recur to da prime.. Am i??
Incertitude bout tis..
Frankly.. Hopefully i'm not..
By hoping i'm at da right position rite now..
Controlling & avoiding it slightly slanted to another side..
As an ancient weighing scale alwayz do..
Keeping at da proper locality to tc da rite figure..

But i can't insure.. Mine was well-balanced now..
Sometimes.. While v're lacking out of sth..
V'll try to search for da piece which v missed..
In fact.. Bout searching for da rite piece at da rite place..
Is considering another thing..
Wat v called "LUCK"..



But sometimes.. Though there's some pieces..
Being abandoned.. Or isolated aside..
V'll pick them up n ponder upon them..
Which is da piece i'm finding actualy??
Is tis? Mayb..
Tis? Mayb not..
Or tis? Perhaps..
Keep wondering.. N mind is wandering actualy..

As time passed.. Pieces start changing their form..
Mayb they're not alike as da 1st time u saw them..
As well.. It's not da piece u needed anymore..
By having da one last piece in hand..
Wil u stil wonder n wander bout it??
Try to figure it out.. But dun regret by picking it up..
Moreover.. Da process is da true meaning..
Pick n mold it to da perfect shape which v hope for..

~OVER~

"It's OVER.." "Everything is OVER.."
Holidays was OVER!!
Time to transform bc to study-mode..
Admitting.. I'm stil in a holiday-mode..
N gosh.. Gonna start practical next week..
Not in a mood yet actualy..
Tis time wil b 2 months.. Not a short period..

Passed few weeks.. Went around..
Enjoying of course.. Vacation.. Gathering.. Meet-up..
Otherwise.. Indulged in front of my lappie..
Playing FB.. Lotz more.. Updates wif new topics indeed..
Chit-chatting wif frends..
Withal.. Watching drama til midnite..
Day til noon.. Noon til nite.. Da same action keep repeating..
Juz a relax mode for me..
Throwing everything aside without thinking any of it..
Although is kinda meaningless..
But.. I juz wan some RELAXATION..

First event.. Secondary class gathering..
Juz able to gather 12 of us..
Everyone is walking on different pathways now..
By da way.. Juz hope tat things run smoothly..
No matter who r after graduation.. working or studying..
All da best to u all.. Continue fighting!! GooD LucK~
Hav to consider a suitable venue next time..
Hope tat tis wil not happen again.. Dreaming.. Sori for it^^
N thx zkun for da pics.. Hehe^^ Oh ya.. Stil rmb.. End of tat nite.. My heartbeat ran quite fastly..
Is lik gonna drop out of sth..

2nd event.. Meet-up wif sban jimui..
Ya.. Same venue though.. Greenbox..
I knew is dear ying's favourite..
Suggest it out.. Not bad huh?
But is a smaller room..
But though.. Tis day was realy nice..
Zyun was bc n having her internship at KL now..
N munmun brought her bf along.. Bcome our photographer..
Zyun.. Mun.. Ying.. N me.. Best-best & leng-leng frend since primary til now.. YING~
Dear.. Miss u so much.. Muakz..

K well.. Da last thing to share was P.Perhentian trip..
Went wif coursemates tis time..
LCCT to Kota Bahru..
Snorkeling is da BEST!! LOVE IT SO MUCH..
Especially looking at da corals n fishy under da deep blue sea.. COOL!!
Turtle.. Baby-sharks.. Feeding fishes.. AWESOME!!
Swimming n following da sea creatures til certain depth..
END OF STORY.. It's been a great trip actualy..
N v jumped for end of tis trip~
Hapi moment is transitory lik watching da sunseting..
Hapi schooling day, everyone!!
Bye-bye, my holidays!!

~A "SUDDEN"~

A sudden appear.. A sudden vanish..
All of a "SUDDEN"..
Wil juz influence a person's feelings lotz..

A sudden appear of ideality..
Cause a person to b hapi of it..
Paying expectations on it..
By hoping a nice come-off..
When it vanished..
Prospect wil juz vanished as well..
Lik da mist fading away when da sun rise..
N feelings wil keep sliding n decreasing..
To a lower level..
Mayb da lowest.. Who knows??

Contrastingly..
When an aversion sudden appear..
Causing someone in fear n trembling..
A thousands even millions n billions of uncomfortable..
Hoping it to wind up as soon as possible..
Da same thing continue wil lead to an unceasing tension..
By da way.. Juz leave it away..
Til da forgone time.. It'll disappear in a suitable way..



Rotating to another angle of mind..
Are these inconsistency in mind??
Sometimes..
When things were around..
No matter it's bon or bad..
Juz feel tat things r not tat good..
As well as myself..

Every mind concept was lik..
Unable to settle n resolve stuff nicely..
N timorous to tc da 1st step out of da doorway..
A main factor was.. CONFIDENCE..
N stil there's lotz of room to b improved..
Aspiring after a better life..
Dun wana loose any chance to grip it on hand anymore..