Sometimes.. There's stil some tears wept over da past.. Sometimes.. There's stil some loneliness spread over me..
I knew I'm not alone actually.. It's just.. My mind was not strong enough.. After weeping.. I'll keep my smile back.. N telling myself to b stronger.. Time still needed to fade everything away..
Yesterday.. When i was finding some videos for performance purpose.. Finally.. I found out tis song.. Edwin Mccain's [I'll Be] I was glad tat i finally found it out.. I've been searching tis song since a long time ago.. Bcz it appeared in one of my favourite movie.. THE CINDERELLA STORY.. Tis is my most favourite scene.. =)
Sometimes.. When u hardly find sth which u wish for.. It's hard to find da one.. But u should belief there's stil a M.I.R.A.C.L.E..
Yesterday.. I took a book n read back.. Which i bought it last year.. Last time when i read it.. I felt it was some truth which i should know in life.. But now.. Tis book gave me strength to revive back myself..
There's a very meaningful sentence.. Which written lik tat.. 如果没法让对方快乐，爱得多么深也是没有用的。 你很想坐这班车，但这班车是不能载你去目的地的。 你可以勉强挤上车，但也只能在中途下车。 这不是你要的人生，你只好望着这班车离开，而车上有一个你曾经爱过的人。 两个相爱的人，也许永远不相容，那么，也只好在车站分手了。
There's some love affairs are fated tat couldn't reach eternity.. If a love affair only have da past memory.. But without warmth n happiness in future.. Why we stil wana afflict each other?? I dun mind to b pain now.. But at least tis pain wil b a reminder for da coming days.. IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP & GROW UP, GIRL~ ❤
Stuff 1: S.M.I.L.E sweeter & wider from now on.. Stuff 2: L.O.V.E myself more than yesterday.. Stuff 3: Think P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E.. Let go da past n forward to da future.. Stuff 4: L.O.V.E my family more bcz they just want me to b happy.. ❤ Stuff 5: Find myself a C.A.M.E.R.A.. (It's a dream of mine..) Stuff 6: Continue wif my T.R.A.V.E.L.I.N.G dreams.. Stuff 7: Study H.A.R.D for da remaining study days.. Stuff 8: L.O.V.E my course-mates more than bfore.. Bcz days doesn't left much.. Stuff 9: Step out from R.E.L.A.T.I.O.N.S.H.I.P temporary.. Stuff 10: When i'm alone.. I have to b T.O.U.G.H & S.T.R.O.N.G diploid than bfore..
Recently.. Everyone is giving me strong n fully supports.. Thanks for those supports.. ❤ I knew everyone wan me to b happier as bfore.. I will b fine soon.. Try to think good stuff instead of sorrows.. ^^
Yesterday i went for a movie.. PIRANHAS.. Da movie was quite disgusting.. Especially while da wild fishes attacking ppl.. During da whole movie watching.. I was covering my ears bcz i can't forbear da intensity.. Two young girls sitting bside me feel more afraid than me.. N keep comforting each other.. Haha.. ^^
When i was small.. While reading some books bout fishes.. I feel soo curious bout piranhas.. I was wondering how can fishes attack human.. N was hoping to c how a real piranha actualy looks like.. Last year.. I saw piranhas at Aquarium KLCC.. But da fish doesnt seems too wild..
After tis movie.. I can see da REAL wildness of piranhas.. It was lik "wow".. Totally violent.. Big difference between two different species of fish..
Love is actually a kinda addict.. When u step in.. U'll b drowning inside.. Bfore i started a love.. I thought love is easy.. Now only i realize.. Love is hard.. Bcz it holds both hearts together to walk forward in life..
After da broke up.. I realize da true meaning of lonely.. When i was in love.. No matter how tired he is.. He stil show me his smile.. Everytime he'll pick up his time to care n concern bout me.. Actualy i ady started to rely on his love but i din realize it..
I dun wana hurt u actualy.. I knew u love me more than i do.. I called it an end.. Bcz if problem occured.. Ur hurt wil b even worst.. To protect u from being harm.. I can just call it an end.. After da broke up.. My tears dropped everyday.. Bcz when surrounding is soo quiet.. I started to miss da way u treat me..
Tis is da 4th day without his love.. Although is hard.. I hope both of us can get through tis soon.. N find bc our single soul as bfore when v havent started.. Terry.. Da way u treated me.. I'll keep them as memories.. Bcz i din lie to u when v're in love.. I hope u realy understand me..
