LITTLE.GARDERNER

Tis morning.. After breakfast..
Help mom n dad did some gardening..
Mom teased dad.. Said tat daddy has too many plants..
She wana arrange them in front of da fence..
N let passerby take anyone they like.. Lolz..
At tat moment.. Dad's face was black like "charcoal"..


I helped to pull away those weed n mom fill in new soil..
Then i feed da baby plants wif fertilizer..
Hope they can grow strong n healthy..


Arranging n let passerby to take away??
At last v din do it.. Haha.. XD


Found a cute plant n capture it..
Mom said is one kinda herbal medicine..


Dad's favourite 富贵❀花❀。。

TIME WILL FADE EVERYTHING

Babe's little bear.. ❤

Sometimes..
There's stil some tears wept over da past..
Sometimes..
There's stil some loneliness spread over me..

I knew I'm not alone actually..
It's just.. My mind was not strong enough..
After weeping.. I'll keep my smile back..
N telling myself to b stronger..
Time still needed to fade everything away..


Scar in the HEART.. ❤

GLAD TAT I FOUND YOU

Yesterday..
When i was finding some videos for performance purpose..
Finally.. I found out tis song.. Edwin Mccain's [I'll Be]
I was glad tat i finally found it out..
I've been searching tis song since a long time ago..
Bcz it appeared in one of my favourite movie..
THE CINDERELLA STORY..

Tis is my most favourite scene.. =)

Sometimes.. When u hardly find sth which u wish for..
It's hard to find da one..
But u should belief there's stil a M.I.R.A.C.L.E..

WAKE & GROW

Yesterday.. I took a book n read back..
Which i bought it last year..
Last time when i read it..
I felt it was some truth which i should know in life..
But now.. Tis book gave me strength to revive back myself..

There's a very meaningful sentence..
Which written lik tat..
如果没法让对方快乐，爱得多么深也是没有用的。
你很想坐这班车，但这班车是不能载你去目的地的。
你可以勉强挤上车，但也只能在中途下车。
这不是你要的人生，你只好望着这班车离开，而车上有一个你曾经爱过的人。
两个相爱的人，也许永远不相容，那么，也只好在车站分手了。

There's some love affairs are fated tat couldn't reach eternity..
If a love affair only have da past memory..
But without warmth n happiness in future..
Why we stil wana afflict each other??
I dun mind to b pain now..
But at least tis pain wil b a reminder for da coming days..
IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP & GROW UP, GIRL~ ❤

A NOTE FOR MYSELF..

Stuff 1: S.M.I.L.E sweeter & wider from now on..
Stuff 2: L.O.V.E myself more than yesterday..
Stuff 3: Think P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E.. Let go da past n forward to da future..
Stuff 4: L.O.V.E my family more bcz they just want me to b happy.. ❤
Stuff 5: Find myself a C.A.M.E.R.A.. (It's a dream of mine..)
Stuff 6: Continue wif my T.R.A.V.E.L.I.N.G dreams..
Stuff 7: Study H.A.R.D for da remaining study days..
Stuff 8: L.O.V.E my course-mates more than bfore.. Bcz days doesn't left much..
Stuff 9: Step out from R.E.L.A.T.I.O.N.S.H.I.P temporary..
Stuff 10: When i'm alone.. I have to b T.O.U.G.H & S.T.R.O.N.G diploid than bfore..

PIRANHAS..

Recently.. Everyone is giving me strong n fully supports..
Thanks for those supports.. ❤
I knew everyone wan me to b happier as bfore..
I will b fine soon..
Try to think good stuff instead of sorrows.. ^^

Yesterday i went for a movie.. PIRANHAS..
Da movie was quite disgusting..
Especially while da wild fishes attacking ppl..
During da whole movie watching..
I was covering my ears bcz i can't forbear da intensity..
Two young girls sitting bside me feel more afraid than me..
N keep comforting each other.. Haha.. ^^

When i was small.. While reading some books bout fishes..
I feel soo curious bout piranhas..
I was wondering how can fishes attack human..
N was hoping to c how a real piranha actualy looks like..
Last year.. I saw piranhas at Aquarium KLCC..
But da fish doesnt seems too wild..

After tis movie.. I can see da REAL wildness of piranhas..
It was lik "wow".. Totally violent..
Big difference between two different species of fish..

CROSSED IN LOVE..

Love is actually a kinda addict..
When u step in.. U'll b drowning inside..
Bfore i started a love..
I thought love is easy..
Now only i realize.. Love is hard..
Bcz it holds both hearts together to walk forward in life..

After da broke up..
I realize da true meaning of lonely..
When i was in love..
No matter how tired he is.. He stil show me his smile..
Everytime he'll pick up his time to care n concern bout me..
Actualy i ady started to rely on his love but i din realize it..

I dun wana hurt u actualy.. I knew u love me more than i do..
I called it an end..
Bcz if problem occured.. Ur hurt wil b even worst..
To protect u from being harm.. I can just call it an end..
After da broke up.. My tears dropped everyday..
Bcz when surrounding is soo quiet..
I started to miss da way u treat me..

Tis is da 4th day without his love..
Although is hard..
I hope both of us can get through tis soon..
N find bc our single soul as bfore when v havent started..
Terry.. Da way u treated me.. I'll keep them as memories..
Bcz i din lie to u when v're in love..
I hope u realy understand me..

~3rd PRACTICAL~

Hard days.. Hard time..
Having my 3rd practical now..
Although it's da 3rd time..
But.. I do feel it's tough for me..

Environment influence ppl actualy..
1st thing was.. Hot weather there..
2ndly.. No food there..
3rdly.. Pressure from different sides..
4thly.. Blah blah blah..

N yet.. I misses my ex-mentor soo much..
She guided me soo well last time..
N now.. I need to guide myself..
Pushing myself to da way should b..

It's not easy..
While other sides r raising up my pressure..
In few times.. I feel soo suffering..
N burst out into tears..

I'm trying hard.. But sometimes..
I felt soo tiring.. Weak body.. Low soul..
N now.. Worrying bout my healthiness..
Sth went wrong now i guess..

~MIDWINTER~

22 Dec is a special occasion for chinese..
It's midwinter..
Juz as usual lik every year i did..
Wake up to make da main foodstuff of da day..
"Tang Yuan".. Da simplest cooking way..


Twist up glutinous rice flour wif water..


Hand bleeding??? Haha.. XD


Changing some white one into pink..

WORK STARTS..

Going to wrap some of these brown sugar into little dumplings..


2 plates comparing.. Which one nicer??


Bro is helping actualy.. He's doing da pink one.. XD


Some r mixing colour.. Dun dare to make many..
Scare later mommy get angry.. Hehe.. ^^


Boiling tiny dumplings into da sweet water..


Tang Yuan SERVED!!

Hope everything will be fine next year..
Seems tis year wasn't much rounded as wat i hope..
Unluckiness.. Bad incident.. Lotz more..
Juz throw away from me, k??

~HOME COOKING~

Guess wat i cooked today??
It's home cooked chicken rice.. Hehe^^
Yummy.. Share some pics here..

Rice.. Wif pandan n a spoon of planta..


3 main materials..

Sliced ginger n chopped garlic..

Sliced mushroom..

Chicken in pieces..


Firstly.. Fried da mushroom wif sauces til brownish colour.. ^^


Next cooked da chicken wif garlic n ginger..


Lastly.. Mixed da chicken wif those fried mushroom..

CHICKEN RICE DONE!! Very easy, rite??



I GONNA EAT DA 3rd BOWL SOON.. Blek.. =P