ONE STEP AT A TIME

LITTLE.GARDERNER

2010-12-12T14:50:00.007+08:00

Tis morning.. After breakfast..
Help mom n dad did some gardening..
Mom teased dad.. Said tat daddy has too many plants..
She wana arrange them in front of da fence..
N let passerby take anyone they like.. Lolz..
At tat moment.. Dad's face was black like "charcoal"..

I helped to pull away those weed n mom fill in new soil..
Then i feed da baby plants wif fertilizer..
Hope they can grow strong n healthy..

Arranging n let passerby to take away??
At last v din do it.. Haha.. XD

Found a cute plant n capture it..
Mom said is one kinda herbal medicine..

Dad's favourite 富贵❀花❀。。

TIME WILL FADE EVERYTHING

2010-09-25T16:22:00.013+08:00

Babe's little bear.. ❤

Sometimes..
There's stil some tears wept over da past..
Sometimes..
There's stil some loneliness spread over me..

I knew I'm not alone actually..
It's just.. My mind was not strong enough..
After weeping.. I'll keep my smile back..
N telling myself to b stronger..
Time still needed to fade everything away..

Scar in the HEART.. ❤

GLAD TAT I FOUND YOU

2010-09-21T18:22:00.005+08:00

Yesterday..
When i was finding some videos for performance purpose..
Finally.. I found out tis song.. Edwin Mccain's [I'll Be]
I was glad tat i finally found it out..
I've been searching tis song since a long time ago..
Bcz it appeared in one of my favourite movie..
THE CINDERELLA STORY..

Tis is my most favourite scene.. =)

Sometimes.. When u hardly find sth which u wish for..
It's hard to find da one..
But u should belief there's stil a M.I.R.A.C.L.E..

WAKE & GROW

2010-09-17T11:45:00.003+08:00

Yesterday.. I took a book n read back..
Which i bought it last year..
Last time when i read it..
I felt it was some truth which i should know in life..
But now.. Tis book gave me strength to revive back myself..

There's a very meaningful sentence..
Which written lik tat..
如果没法让对方快乐，爱得多么深也是没有用的。
你很想坐这班车，但这班车是不能载你去目的地的。
你可以勉强挤上车，但也只能在中途下车。
这不是你要的人生，你只好望着这班车离开，而车上有一个你曾经爱过的人。
两个相爱的人，也许永远不相容，那么，也只好在车站分手了。

There's some love affairs are fated tat couldn't reach eternity..
If a love affair only have da past memory..
But without warmth n happiness in future..
Why we stil wana afflict each other??
I dun mind to b pain now..
But at least tis pain wil b a reminder for da coming days..
IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP & GROW UP, GIRL~ ❤

A NOTE FOR MYSELF..

2010-09-15T08:31:00.009+08:00

Stuff 1: S.M.I.L.E sweeter & wider from now on..
Stuff 2: L.O.V.E myself more than yesterday..
Stuff 3: Think P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E.. Let go da past n forward to da future..
Stuff 4: L.O.V.E my family more bcz they just want me to b happy.. ❤
Stuff 5: Find myself a C.A.M.E.R.A.. (It's a dream of mine..)
Stuff 6: Continue wif my T.R.A.V.E.L.I.N.G dreams..
Stuff 7: Study H.A.R.D for da remaining study days..
Stuff 8: L.O.V.E my course-mates more than bfore.. Bcz days doesn't left much..
Stuff 9: Step out from R.E.L.A.T.I.O.N.S.H.I.P temporary..
Stuff 10: When i'm alone.. I have to b T.O.U.G.H & S.T.R.O.N.G diploid than bfore..

PIRANHAS..

2010-09-13T10:55:00.009+08:00

Recently.. Everyone is giving me strong n fully supports..
Thanks for those supports.. ❤
I knew everyone wan me to b happier as bfore..
I will b fine soon..
Try to think good stuff instead of sorrows.. ^^

Yesterday i went for a movie.. PIRANHAS..
Da movie was quite disgusting..
Especially while da wild fishes attacking ppl..
During da whole movie watching..
I was covering my ears bcz i can't forbear da intensity..
Two young girls sitting bside me feel more afraid than me..
N keep comforting each other.. Haha.. ^^

When i was small.. While reading some books bout fishes..
I feel soo curious bout piranhas..
I was wondering how can fishes attack human..
N was hoping to c how a real piranha actualy looks like..
Last year.. I saw piranhas at Aquarium KLCC..
But da fish doesnt seems too wild..

After tis movie.. I can see da REAL wildness of piranhas..
It was lik "wow".. Totally violent..
Big difference between two different species of fish..

CROSSED IN LOVE..

2010-09-09T09:07:00.003+08:00

Love is actually a kinda addict..
When u step in.. U'll b drowning inside..
Bfore i started a love..
I thought love is easy..
Now only i realize.. Love is hard..
Bcz it holds both hearts together to walk forward in life..

After da broke up..
I realize da true meaning of lonely..
When i was in love..
No matter how tired he is.. He stil show me his smile..
Everytime he'll pick up his time to care n concern bout me..
Actualy i ady started to rely on his love but i din realize it..

I dun wana hurt u actualy.. I knew u love me more than i do..
I called it an end..
Bcz if problem occured.. Ur hurt wil b even worst..
To protect u from being harm.. I can just call it an end..
After da broke up.. My tears dropped everyday..
Bcz when surrounding is soo quiet..
I started to miss da way u treat me..

Tis is da 4th day without his love..
Although is hard..
I hope both of us can get through tis soon..
N find bc our single soul as bfore when v havent started..
Terry.. Da way u treated me.. I'll keep them as memories..
Bcz i din lie to u when v're in love..
I hope u realy understand me..

~3rd PRACTICAL~

2010-03-13T21:03:00.004+08:00

Hard days.. Hard time..
Having my 3rd practical now..
Although it's da 3rd time..
But.. I do feel it's tough for me..

Environment influence ppl actualy..
1st thing was.. Hot weather there..
2ndly.. No food there..
3rdly.. Pressure from different sides..
4thly.. Blah blah blah..

N yet.. I misses my ex-mentor soo much..
She guided me soo well last time..
N now.. I need to guide myself..
Pushing myself to da way should b..

It's not easy..
While other sides r raising up my pressure..
In few times.. I feel soo suffering..
N burst out into tears..

I'm trying hard.. But sometimes..
I felt soo tiring.. Weak body.. Low soul..
N now.. Worrying bout my healthiness..
Sth went wrong now i guess..

~MIDWINTER~

2009-12-25T23:00:00.016+08:00

22 Dec is a special occasion for chinese..
It's midwinter..
Juz as usual lik every year i did..
Wake up to make da main foodstuff of da day..
"Tang Yuan".. Da simplest cooking way..

Twist up glutinous rice flour wif water..

Hand bleeding??? Haha.. XD

Changing some white one into pink..

WORK STARTS..

Going to wrap some of these brown sugar into little dumplings..

2 plates comparing.. Which one nicer??

Bro is helping actualy.. He's doing da pink one.. XD

Some r mixing colour.. Dun dare to make many..
Scare later mommy get angry.. Hehe.. ^^

Boiling tiny dumplings into da sweet water..

Tang Yuan SERVED!!

Hope everything will be fine next year..
Seems tis year wasn't much rounded as wat i hope..
Unluckiness.. Bad incident.. Lotz more..
Juz throw away from me, k??

~HOME COOKING~

2009-12-16T18:47:00.021+08:00

Guess wat i cooked today??
It's home cooked chicken rice.. Hehe^^
Yummy.. Share some pics here..

Rice.. Wif pandan n a spoon of planta..

3 main materials..

Sliced ginger n chopped garlic..

Sliced mushroom..

Chicken in pieces..

Firstly.. Fried da mushroom wif sauces til brownish colour.. ^^

Next cooked da chicken wif garlic n ginger..

Lastly.. Mixed da chicken wif those fried mushroom..

CHICKEN RICE DONE!! Very easy, rite??

I GONNA EAT DA 3rd BOWL SOON.. Blek.. =P

~22nd BIRTHDAY~

2009-11-25T21:40:00.030+08:00

More than 2 months..
I din scrabble sth on my blog..
Sori for da late updates..
I knew.. If i din start to write sth now..
My blog wil remain da same 4ever.. Hehe..

Juz wana share some pics over here..
My 22nd birthday.. 10th November 09..
Had a great celebration wif frends..
Surprises coming one by one.. N u all got me..

12a.m. 10th November 09:
Hands being drawn lik "graffiti"..

My face was so chubby..
N both my hands were so muscular..

2p.m. 10th November 09:
Lunch together..

1st surprise: Black beans lotus soup..
Delivered by: Mr. Kuek..

2nd surprise: Steam eggs wif love shallot on top of it..
Delivered by: Peixian n Minghui..

3rd surprise: Pandan layer cake..
Delivered by: Babes..

4th surprise: Cheese cake.. (Wif my silly face..)
I was preapring to blow.. But haven't make my wishes yet..
Delivered by: Sisters..

5th surprise: Little chocolate cake..
Delivered by: Roomie.. Muakz..

Here comes da gurls..

N da boys..

Everyone is here.. Only pic taken by me.. Hehe..

Kiss me babe.. Haha.. Silly me..

More surprises coming up..
11a.m. 15th November 09:
Family came up to Pahang for me.. Hehe..

Nice curry mee from Raub..

Mommy's Soya chicken drumstick.. Yummy.. XD

Lastly.. Tis wouldn't miss up everytime..
Mommy's Chicken Herbal Soup.. JENG!!

p/s:
I'm stil waiting for sth.. Wondering where is it now?
Someone said.. "What really matters is da feelings.."
Well.. Doesn't matter where is it now..
But.. Really matters is da feelings..
Did i really do??

~DA ROTTEN ONE~

2009-09-02T15:10:00.010+08:00

Once it choose to b da rotten one..
It's alwayz da rotten one..
At da starting.. Mayb juz a small crack..
But.. As time passed..
While bad cell start spreading..
Da whole one gonna condemn soon..

Da rotten is alwayz da rotten one..
No matter how well it protect da surface..
Either it's green o red..
Da inner side is alwayz brown..
N it's stink.. YUCK!!

Sometimes.. When it's in hand..
At first.. Wondering it's nice n juicy..
But when u cut it off into pieces..
Found out.. Da inmost is juz da real features of it..

No one wil tel.. N it won't tell u as well..
Once u taste it.. U'll discover da real part of it..
I'm glad to know da truth without regrets..

~LOVE AFFAIR~

2009-08-26T20:53:00.004+08:00

Today went out wif dear..
She told me.. "It's time to hav a love affair"..
By asking: "Won't u feel lonely when u need someone bside u??"
Indeed.. I hope to start one..
But.. There's no choice for me..
I mean rite now.. ^^

Frends thinking i'm choosy o wat..
But.. Actualy..
Telling da truth.. I'm not..
When a guy come closer..
For me.. I choose to take time n observe..
(*Not a long period..)
N yet.. Everytime..
It juz disappear half way round..

There's different story in between..
Some r sweet from da starting..
But.. Turning tasteless after a meanwhile..
Some r pretending all along da process..
N indirectly changing into a bothersome problem..
Some r sweet all along da process..
But.. When i'm preparing for it..
It juz vanished suddenly..
By interchanging.. I'm stil single rite now.. Haha^^

Telling da truth..
For da age of mine now..
Start worry-ing.. Why huh??
Is tis a normal symptom??
Scare later no ppl wan.. Bcome "lougupo"..
But there's one thing i alwayz regret..
Was da longest "observation" i ever made..
Til now v're 2 strangers in tis world all over again..
NO MORE TURNING POINT FOR US AGAIN..
NOT EVEN FREINDS.. IS DA WAY HE CHOOSE TO BE..

~2nd PRACTICAL~

2009-08-24T21:10:00.005+08:00

I'm back.. Sori for da late updates..
I was too busy wif my practical..
N now it's over.. I'm a freeman now.. Yuhoo^^

A little talk bout my practical..
Well.. 2 months juz passed quickly..
N yet.. I learned lotz during tis practical..
Comparing to da previous one..
Indeed.. My mentor guide n assist me every time..
I lik da learning process.. Da way she guide me..
To let me noe which is da better way..
N wat is da weaknesses i need to correct..
Learning from mistakes is wat i alwayz hope for..

But.. I'm realy unsatisfied wif..
My minor subject.. Mathematics..
During da last observation by HLM..
I'm totally down..
I knew she won't satisfied wif it as well as myself..
After finishing da last maths class..
I keep reflecting myself.. Why i'm so stupid??
Brain was stucking all da time without any new ideas..
At tat moment.. I almost burst myself wif tears..
But i did control it by entering my cuties' class.. Year 1..

Talking bout Year 1 class..
Sometimes.. They made me scratched my scalp..
Sometimes.. They made me laughed a lotz..
Haha^^ There's stories wif them..
I realy love u all.. But.. I'm leaving..
力宁，芷炜，恩琪.. Dun cry anymore ya..
While u all r crying after da last lesson..
My eyes were wet.. If i cry.. Sure very paisei..
Cz parents were all around.. Hehe^^

GONNA MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! ALL DA BEST.. MUAKZ..
Oh ya.. Thanks for da presents.. ^^

~INCREASING O DECREASING~

2009-07-15T14:39:00.004+08:00

Get shocked while u told me tat sentence..
U think i can?? Am i worth to b??
For me.. I'm not able to reach there..
Dun put expectation on me..
Da higher u hope..
Da higher disappointment wil b coming..
Trust me.. I'm not tat good..

Sometimes.. Wat u feel..
Wasn't da same in reality..
Mayb wat u saw during these period..
Is juz ur exterior perspective..
There's lotz of happenings & incidents..
U dun really c it through ur eyes..
Once u saw da real one..
1st mind.. 1st thought wil change u thoroughly..

But well.. U're realy different..
U taught me a lotz..
Encouragement.. Opinions.. Ideas..
N trying to lead myself to da ideas u gav..
Appreciate every words & notions u gav to me..
N it's precious.. At whiles..
A dull stone may turn into a beautiful gem..

N yet.. When time turnaround..
Da same doing wil change into a habit..
Whether good or bad..
Everyone hav a different answer..
As self-esteem keep sliding down..
Habit wil slightly turn into a negative one..
N well.. I'm one of it rite now..
Please drag me out from tat hell place..

*Keep on da same habit wil turn me into a demon..*

~RECUR TO THE PRIME~

2009-06-26T23:50:00.007+08:00

Recur to da prime.. Am i??
Incertitude bout tis..
Frankly.. Hopefully i'm not..
By hoping i'm at da right position rite now..
Controlling & avoiding it slightly slanted to another side..
As an ancient weighing scale alwayz do..
Keeping at da proper locality to tc da rite figure..

But i can't insure.. Mine was well-balanced now..
Sometimes.. While v're lacking out of sth..
V'll try to search for da piece which v missed..
In fact.. Bout searching for da rite piece at da rite place..
Is considering another thing..
Wat v called "LUCK"..

But sometimes.. Though there's some pieces..
Being abandoned.. Or isolated aside..
V'll pick them up n ponder upon them..
Which is da piece i'm finding actualy??
Is tis? Mayb..
Tis? Mayb not..
Or tis? Perhaps..
Keep wondering.. N mind is wandering actualy..

As time passed.. Pieces start changing their form..
Mayb they're not alike as da 1st time u saw them..
As well.. It's not da piece u needed anymore..
By having da one last piece in hand..
Wil u stil wonder n wander bout it??
Try to figure it out.. But dun regret by picking it up..
Moreover.. Da process is da true meaning..
Pick n mold it to da perfect shape which v hope for..

~OVER~

2009-06-22T17:12:00.019+08:00

"It's OVER.." "Everything is OVER.."
Holidays was OVER!!
Time to transform bc to study-mode..
Admitting.. I'm stil in a holiday-mode..
N gosh.. Gonna start practical next week..
Not in a mood yet actualy..
Tis time wil b 2 months.. Not a short period..

Passed few weeks.. Went around..
Enjoying of course.. Vacation.. Gathering.. Meet-up..
Otherwise.. Indulged in front of my lappie..
Playing FB.. Lotz more.. Updates wif new topics indeed..
Chit-chatting wif frends..
Withal.. Watching drama til midnite..
Day til noon.. Noon til nite.. Da same action keep repeating..
Juz a relax mode for me..
Throwing everything aside without thinking any of it..
Although is kinda meaningless..
But.. I juz wan some RELAXATION..

First event.. Secondary class gathering..
Juz able to gather 12 of us..
Everyone is walking on different pathways now..
By da way.. Juz hope tat things run smoothly..
No matter who r after graduation.. working or studying..
All da best to u all.. Continue fighting!! GooD LucK~
Hav to consider a suitable venue next time..
Hope tat tis wil not happen again.. Dreaming.. Sori for it^^
N thx zkun for da pics.. Hehe^^ Oh ya.. Stil rmb.. End of tat nite.. My heartbeat ran quite fastly..
Is lik gonna drop out of sth..

2nd event.. Meet-up wif sban jimui..
Ya.. Same venue though.. Greenbox..
I knew is dear ying's favourite..
Suggest it out.. Not bad huh?
But is a smaller room..
But though.. Tis day was realy nice..
Zyun was bc n having her internship at KL now..
N munmun brought her bf along.. Bcome our photographer..
Zyun.. Mun.. Ying.. N me.. Best-best & leng-leng frend since primary til now.. YING~
Dear.. Miss u so much.. Muakz..

K well.. Da last thing to share was P.Perhentian trip..
Went wif coursemates tis time..
LCCT to Kota Bahru..
Snorkeling is da BEST!! LOVE IT SO MUCH..
Especially looking at da corals n fishy under da deep blue sea.. COOL!!
Turtle.. Baby-sharks.. Feeding fishes.. AWESOME!!
Swimming n following da sea creatures til certain depth..
END OF STORY.. It's been a great trip actualy..
N v jumped for end of tis trip~
Hapi moment is transitory lik watching da sunseting..
Hapi schooling day, everyone!!
Bye-bye, my holidays!!

~A "SUDDEN"~

2009-06-08T10:25:00.005+08:00

A sudden appear.. A sudden vanish..
All of a "SUDDEN"..
Wil juz influence a person's feelings lotz..

A sudden appear of ideality..
Cause a person to b hapi of it..
Paying expectations on it..
By hoping a nice come-off..
When it vanished..
Prospect wil juz vanished as well..
Lik da mist fading away when da sun rise..
N feelings wil keep sliding n decreasing..
To a lower level..
Mayb da lowest.. Who knows??

Contrastingly..
When an aversion sudden appear..
Causing someone in fear n trembling..
A thousands even millions n billions of uncomfortable..
Hoping it to wind up as soon as possible..
Da same thing continue wil lead to an unceasing tension..
By da way.. Juz leave it away..
Til da forgone time.. It'll disappear in a suitable way..

Rotating to another angle of mind..
Are these inconsistency in mind??
Sometimes..
When things were around..
No matter it's bon or bad..
Juz feel tat things r not tat good..
As well as myself..

Every mind concept was lik..
Unable to settle n resolve stuff nicely..
N timorous to tc da 1st step out of da doorway..
A main factor was.. CONFIDENCE..
N stil there's lotz of room to b improved..
Aspiring after a better life..
Dun wana loose any chance to grip it on hand anymore..

~ZERO~

2009-05-28T14:57:00.006+08:00

Finally.. Lastly.. Eventually.. Ultimately..
Everything ends on Tuesday..
Anxiety was being released out..
N there's no more vexation in my mind..
But juz fatigue n weariness..

Call to mind.. These passing dayz..
Hav to force myself on everything..
In fact.. I knew i'm not tat good comparing to others..
But.. Juz telling myself.. To try anything which i'm able to b..
As long as i'm trying out.. Putting efforts..
I won't hav any regrets on it..

As well as an affair..
Which dragging me for a long time..
Can't even forget til tis moment..
I knew it's time to let it down..
Not worthy anymore..
Keep maintainnig da same thing..
Wil juz bothering & burdening myself..
Til da end.. Nth wil b in my hand..

Juz let it b & clear things out in mind..
Let things bc to a starting mode again..
Though tis is not da 1st time for me..
Everytime.. I can forget in good ways..
Tis time wil b da same.. I knew..

Sometimes.. I'm not sure whether..
Is it my problem o da trust of mine to ppl around..
Inccident happened once n once again..
But everytime i din grasp it nicely..
All r juz CARK!!
N ya.. CARK juz change everything to zero again..
Til da now of mine is ZERO.. Lolz.. Kaka^^
Hapi holidays.. To let my mind bc to ZERO..

~MOTHERS' DAY~

2009-05-09T20:23:00.006+08:00

Mummy, all along these period..
Til da day I'm now..
Realy wana thank u for everything..
No matter wat I did.. U'll alwayz my supporter..

I need to say sori as well..
For my stubbornness sometimes..
I knew I shouldn't behave tis..
Yet.. I juz can't control myself..
I knew I'm wrong..
Tears dropped bcz I knew I love u..
Sori, mum..

Another thankfulness..
U built up our family well along these dayz..
No matter wat happen..
I knew u're da strenuous one..
Trying out ways to ravel out problems..
N now.. A warm n peaceful life for us..
Gratitude of having a great mum lik u..
Thx, mum..

Even thousands or millions of "thank you"..
Doesn't equal up wat u had done for us..
4 little dateys.. Yee.. Chui.. Sunn.. & Browdish..
Realy love u much, mum..

Sori for not coming bc tis Mothers' Day..
Miss home rite now, actualy..
But.. Lotz of stuff to cope up now..
Sori bout tat ya..
Whereas.. I had sent u sth..
I knew u wan tis for a long time..
Sure u'll lik it.. Guarantee.. Hehe..

~CRAZY TRIP~

2009-05-08T21:13:00.029+08:00

Yesterday was a holiday for Pahang..
Few dayz ago..
Ah mong planned a trip n published to our class..
Found out a list of ppl who r interested..
Our main destination is..
HUTAN LIPUR LATA BEREMBUN.. 百叶山..
Situated at Raub..

V started our journey around 7.45am..
After a 45 miuntes drive from our college..
V had our breakfast at Kampung Sempalit..
Where i did my practical last month..
Met few of my students too..
They're stunned when found me there.. Haha.. Lolz..

After breakfast.. V started our journey..
On da way.. Passed by Sungai Ruan..
N finally reached Kampung Baru Sungai Klau..
Met wif da uncle whom v booked for our jeep ride..

2 jeeps which v ride..
I'm in da yellow one.. Not so smart..

Gonna start our journey loo.. Yuhoo..
Along da way to 百叶山.. V passed by some plantations..
Papaya.. Cocoa.. Oil palm.. Rubber tree.. N others..

Hot n sunny day..

Along da way into da waterfall.. Accidented pathway..

Muddy water..

Around 45 minutes ride.. V reached da waterfall..
Bfore entering.. V burned some joss sticks..
In a blief.. It's da God of Water.. I guess..
Da waterfall..

A closer shot..

After wearing our life jacket.. V start swimming..
Da water was bloody cold.. Wow..
Some trembled in da water..

Had lotz of fun here.. Haha~

After swimming.. V had a new plan..
Guess where v heading to??
It's GENTING!! Wakaka.. Lolz..

WATZ NEXT??

All changing up wif new clothes..

Me & dear.. She's sweet & sexy leh?? Hehe..

寒雨 & 叶小.. 寒雨 wif nice body figure leh??

GUESS.. NEXT WAS WHO??

Vampire & me.. Lolz..

After dinner.. Hang around outside..

Da little cap wasn't mine.. Juz act silly.. Lolz..

Scarf gurls.. Cool & attractive, rite??

Later on.. Went n watch tis..

Nice movie.. Love it..

N finally..

After da last pic.. Heading bc to college.. Byebye~
Everyone was exhausted but v did hav great joy & laughters..
Wohohohoho..

~DA PERFORMANCE~

2009-05-06T19:51:00.022+08:00

Juz accomplished our group performance yesterday..
Finally.. Haha~
Did have a dress rehearsal wif them a nite bfore..
Found out lotz of proceedings to change..
N did try my best to recompose da backgrounds n sound effects..
As well as da arrangement of controlling good effects for da sketch..
In order to make it rounded..

Da theme of our sketch was..
杜甫《茅屋为秋风所破歌》
We did change tis poem into a sketch version wif scenario..

Our hutch..

Our main actor: 杜甫 by OLD MAN SAW..
Da most befitting characters of all.. Haha~

Putting baby powder onto his hair..
Me & OLD MAN SAW..

2 naughty children gonna steal 杜甫's rooftop..

Da last scene of our sketch.. Pity 杜甫..

Pics from other groups.. Enjoy..

Another group which hav da same theme wif us..
But they tried it out wif new ideas..
Shadow play.. Interesting..

Bhind da curtain..

Another group..
Kerxin: Da cow..
During da sktech.. Her face was full wif black mask..
Haha.. Unable to capture pics of her..
Blacky cow.. Tehee..

Tis is da cow's owner..
Haha.. 白居易《卖炭翁》..
During da sketch.. He's not tis clean..
Whole arms n face full wif scratches..

My ah mate's group.. 《焦仲卿妻》..
Haha.. Da guy is begging her mum.. Bcz of his beloved..
Love is everything..

Here come his pretty wife..

Sad of being segregate..

FINALLY.. THE END~~

～CHINI 爱心音乐会～

2009-05-03T00:41:00.015+08:00

Juz came bc from dinner..
Went n attend tis today..
Wif mum, 2 sis n bro..

～CHINI 爱心音乐会～
at THE ROYAL BINTANG SEREMBAN..

THE GAMER: MY BRO..

Bfore da dinner started..
Went n grabbed some cakes.. 50%.. Wow~

Juz able to grab da last 3 pieces..
But.. Anyway.. It's "song" to get them.. Hehe..

Music performance from da deformity from Taiwan..
Played pleasant music during da whole process..

Last but not least.. Got to tc photo wif..
Mr. 黄乃辉.. 太阳天使..
Did shake hand wif him too..
Bfore tis.. He did spoke some words on da stage..
Which was his grandma told him bfore..
Pretty touching..

“如果父母没办法养你，你要自己养自己”
“如果老师没办法教你，你要自己教自己”
“如果医生没办法医你，你要自己医自己”

A man who's having paralytic brain can insist his life til now..
SO DO WE??

p/s: Da red fabric on my shirt was bitz messy..
Hehe.. Paisei ar..

～0105劳动节～

2009-05-01T21:05:00.016+08:00

今天下午。。妈咪出门前。。
提醒坐在电脑前的我。。
“阿X，记得煮晚餐啊。。”
我随便答她：“嗯。。”
心里都不太想煮。。
因为。。实在是太久没下厨了。。
况且。。还有一大叠的课业还在等着我呢。。

做着。。做着。。
脑袋也累了。。便想在床上闭一闭眼睛。。
怎知？？却像“死鱼”一样塌在床上睡着了。。
醒来。。
噢～是时候煮饭了啦。。唉～

下楼走进厨房。。拿出材料。。
切切。。洗洗。。切切。。洗洗。。
准备材料。。都花了不少时间。。
煲了饭便开始下厨咯～

第一样菜肴是。。

乌龟豆。。虾米。。蛋蛋。。

炒。。炒。。炒。。炒给它变香香。。哈～

蛋蛋来包围你们咯。。哈哈～

Terbalik它。。还好没有走形。。还好。。还好。。

第二样又来咯。。

苦瓜。。腌制的鸡肉块。。
腌制前。。随便丢丢有的没的进去。。
酱油。。胡椒粉。。蚝油。。花雕酒。。
花雕酒是最好笑。。我自己都不知为何会放这个。。

还是一样。。炒。。炒。。炒。。
炒给它变香香。。哈哈～

拿水浸给它变软软。。哈哈～

第三样。。最简单。。超级简单。。

菜心。。

乱乱炒。。一样菜肴又出炉了。。哈～

最后一样。。是我家唯一的儿子。。
叫我一定要煮。。

罐头黄豆。。辣椒酱。。

乱乱来。。却花了很多时间在内。。
你们一定要把它们吃光光。。
哈哈。。吃饭咯！！

p/s：还好。。
乱腌制的鸡肉块味道还不赖。。
幸亏。。哈～

~PREPARATION~

2009-04-30T00:57:00.011+08:00

Recently was quite busy..
Assignments.. Replacement classes & activities..
Lotz of stuff was confusing n bustling..
A big pile of it..
Dun realy noe when can i swallow all down?
Deadline was heading closer & closer..

These dayz was busy-ing wif my group performance..
Preparing scenario.. Finding materials.. Doing props..
Of course wif them.. My membies..
Yesterday..
Went to a nearby park to find materials..
Juz bside our college.. Hutan Terenggun..

It was raining..

Although it was..
But no one was trying to stop..
N insist to find out sth which is useful..
Keep searching n finding.. Haha..

In front of me was Luanluan & william..

Bhind me was Old Man Saw..
Feel wana giv him a punch?? Kaka..

Look at them!!
Picking up dry bamboo leaves..
They're realy serious of choosing.. Haha~
I did lend a helping hand too..

Mm.. Well..
Hope tat next week's performance wil run smoothly..
N hope NO TECHNICAL PROBLEMS occur..
GOD BLESS~
IF TIME ALLOW.. I'LL UPLOAD SOME PICS LATER THEN..
STAY TUNE~

~ULTIMATELY~

2009-04-20T15:30:00.005+08:00

Ultimately.. Practical was ended..
N a little break off for me finally..
In these passing days..
Various tastes surrounded..
Experiences gained in a small area school..

During these period..
Every nite was a nightmare..
After a 3 to 4 hours sleep..
Was not a brand new day..
But.. A bad headache for me..
Especially da last final day..
Facing my lappie n teaching materials til da daybreak..

Call to mind..
Da 1st week was realy hard to adapt..
Bsides paperwork..
Need to solve up lotz of lifeway problems..
Lifeway problems keep striking..
N i was stressing up myself thoroughly..
In tat meanwhile.. Was realy unbearable..

As time passed..
Life slowly operated bc again..
While.. Getting bc to life tardily..
Tis meantime was lik a transition..
Staying up all nite.. Was not tough anymore..
But.. Sickness is badgering wif me..
(Should I say luckily it looks for me in da final week??)

During da whole process..
There r lotz of things which i need to pick up..
But.. Well.. Students did cooperate wif me nicely..
Teaching da way they're interest to..
N communicate da way they're delightful to..

EVENTUALLY..
A smoothly unhindered lesson doesn't means it's a success lesson..
As if lesson run through too smoothly..
Da next question u gonna think over was..
Is tis da emphasis of da lesson??

SHARE SOME PICS DOWN HERE..

Taken wif children under a hot sunny day..

Presents given for my last day..

A small farewell for them..

~LACKING OUT OF TIME~

2009-04-10T12:15:00.006+08:00

Seconds.. Minutes.. Hours..
Clock's jow added once again..
Time wasn't left much..
Second hand tickering..
Worries increased double..
Now..
Time-out is juz seize of a small piece in a whole..

Trying to compel myself to dive into everything..
Working hard for these dayz..
But.. It doesn't achieve any satisfactory..
It's stil lacking out of sth in a whole piece of puzzle..
Wondering..
How r those missing pieces look lik..
Either a big one.. Or a small one..
Neither nor?? Da big whole??

No matter how hard dayz r going on..
There's sth.. Stil worry-ing for..
Centralize energy to continue..
Following up happenings..
Till da very end.. I hope so..

As long as period r decreasing now..
The inevitable hour is heading nearer & nearer..
Can't figure out anymore..
But.. I knew life gonna screw up soon..
Can't imagine it anymore.. "><" HELP!!!

~最近的生活~

2009-04-03T20:17:00.014+08:00

从宿舍搬出来的日子已有两个礼拜了。。
最近都毫无时间。。忙得喘不过气。。
每逢星期一至四。。忙到三四点才睡。。
睡了三四小时。。又为第二天的生活奋斗。。
“忙”都演变成“盲”了吗？
趁现在有点时间。。想在这儿分享最近生活的点点滴滴。。

两个星期前。。还没上来彭亨时。。
到河边把龟龟放生。。
龟龟相似现在的我。。
游到好远好远的地方。。
现在的我。。好想家。。
好想回家。。但还得耐心等待多几个星期～

龟龟跳进河里了～

第二天。。启程。。
在阿肉的陪伴下。。
把车驾上彭亨来了。。
还是第一次驾这么远的路程。。
也难怪妈咪担心我～
我了解你的苦心。。好想你哦。。妈咪～

回到学院收拾行李。。整车都是行李。。
有我的。。阿肉的。。宝宝和光光的。。
但。。大多数都是我和阿肉的。。嘻嘻～

仔细看。。还有很多臭枕头、臭抱抱。。哈哈～
没了它们。。等于没了睡眠。。它们都是我的宝！！
但。。那个类似花花的枕头是宝宝的“宝”。。嘻嘻～

启程来到我和阿肉相依为命的第三个家。。
已经是九点多了。。
那天晚上。。下着毛毛细雨。。
天好黑。。路也好暗。。
爷爷骑着摩多来找我们。。好感动～
都怪我们迟到了啦。。唉。。
害爷爷淋了雨。。真不好意思。。

爷爷和奶奶家有两只狗。。小白和小黄。。
最怕狗的我。。刚到的几天。。都不敢踏出门外。。
要不然。。手就握着奶奶给我的法宝。。竹棍～
不让它们靠近我。。实在太怕它们来嗅我的脚。。好可怕！！
但两个星期的日子。。对它们慢慢改观了。。
再也不用法宝了。。能很自然地进出门外。。嘻嘻～
因为它们都懂我不喜欢它们靠近我的“美腿”。。哈哈！！

这两个星期的日子。。真的非常之感谢爷爷和奶奶。。
爷爷每天都叫醒起不到的我和阿肉。。
如果不是爷爷。。可能实习都会常常迟到。。
奶奶呢？对我们更好～常煮美味的饭菜给我们。。
令我和肉都觉得很不好意思。。
可是煮了不吃。。又很不赏脸。。
就开开心心地。。四人坐在一起吃享用饭菜。。

这实习的两个星期。。和班上的小朋友们。。相处得很融洽。。
实习的第二天。。令我惊奇了一下。。
批改着学生的生字簿时。。发现。。

这学生太本事了。。我从来没提起我的名字。。
她竟然有本事把我的名字完整地写出来。。
她真的很神啊～可爱的她。。门牙都掉光了。。嘻嘻～
笑起来的时候。。很想捏捏她的小脸颊。。
这班学生。。都给予我充分的合作。。
和他们相处在一起。。像大姐姐和小弟弟小妹妹们。。
关系还不赖哦～哈。。

~SON OF MY FAMILY~

2009-03-19T22:13:00.012+08:00

Tis afternoon.. Feel bored..
Went & hav a peep on bro..
Curious of wat is he busy-ing for..
Detected.. He was..
Reading some abstruse books..

These r wat i found him reading..

I dun even read these books bfore til da age of now..
Should i b ashamed of myself o wat??
He told me..
He was selected to tc part in a general health knowledge contest soon..
Now juz try to read up some of it hardly..

Lately.. He is da hero in my heart.. haha~
Bfore tat.. Won da 1st place for S'ban Site A Malay writing competition..
Very soon.. Gonna fight wif Site B n Site C.. i think.. haha~
His teacher behest him to read a composition a day..
But.. He juz leave it aside.. How dare is him??
Now he's indulge wif games.. Haha.. My bro.. My bro..

Later at nite.. Found out..
He's concentrating on another book..
Move forward n look..
Those books bfore were thrown aside..

He was investigating the TAROT handbook.. kaka~

He ask me to b his "white mouse"..
Hav different selection oso.. PENGSAN a while..

Tis is the son of my family.. haha~
Wish him GOOD LUCK..
N hope everything will run pretty smoothly in his life..

~WEEPY EYES~

2009-03-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

Last nite.. I wept my heart out..
Tears dropping continuously..
Tis was da third time..
I dropped my tears in front of u..

Tat moment.. I was helpless..
No one was standing on my side..
Heartrending words were striking me..
When i dispute wif my words..
Tears starting to fall.. Til i can't control myself..

Words were given repeatedly..
I got it.. I realy got it..
But.. Last nite was different..
I can't figure out wat was happening to myself as well..

I feel lik i'm untrustworthy at all..
Y couldn't I get any faith from u??
Is it i'm so trustless??
In fact.. Sometimes.. My doing was realy unforgivable..
But.. Tis time was different..
Veracity.. U hav ur thinking.. So do I??

Well.. Last nite.. Realy thx dear gav me fully support..
If not.. My feelings wil deteriorate til tis second..
While confiding my affliction.. Tears came by triple than bfore..
Keep typing keep crying..
But now.. I'm fine again.. Thx dear..
Tc care well & enjoy urself at Japan ya~

~DRUMBEATING~

2009-03-17T12:31:00.010+08:00

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~BLUE~

2009-03-16T23:16:00.010+08:00

BLUE??
In fact.. It's my favourite..

Enjoy looking up da wide BLUE sky..
With white fluffy clouds move gracefully..
When wind blows..
It's nice of having tis prospect all da time..
But.. Good times don't last long..

Bsides.. Luv da BLUE sea too..
Which is reflected by da BLUE sky..
Two of these were connected tightly..
But.. Sadly.. Is hard to find nice BLUE sea nowadays..

Somehow..
When seeing natural resources with BLUE..
Feelings juz changed..
Frame of mind.. Will bcome very calm, comfortable & sonsy..
Hope tat coming trip to PERHENTIAN wil not despair.. ha~

Pics taken few weeks ago at KLCC Aquarium..
These are my favourite BLUE tone colour..

~Mr. Sharkey..

~Mr. Sting Ray..

~Mr. Turtle..

~Fishy-fishy..

~Corals..

~N finally some kinda smooth slippery coral i think..

～大头虾病倒了～

2009-03-14T10:18:00.007+08:00

130309
睡着睡着。。骤然看到ah mate的大钟。。
惊吓起来。。奔去洗刷刷。。
打包刚睡醒的床单和被。。
出门的时候。。怎知？？
钥匙不见了！！
昨天明明还在。。会跑去哪里？（回想）

一切记忆只停留在昨天的午觉时间。。
阿肉跑来我床睡觉。。
刚完成其中一样课业的我。。
就打算上床欺负她。。
把钥匙放在她身上。。
钥匙冷冰冰的。。而且还挂着一个超大片的 key chain。。
玩玩下。。自己也累了。。
随手也忘了把钥匙塞进哪一个“洞”。。就睡着了。。

回到130309。。
没办法。。只好照常去上课。。
在班上。。还跟ah mate讨论不见钥匙的事。。
之后。。突然那一瞬间。。
我像感应到钥匙的存在。。
原来就在手上抱着的laptop包包里。。
还当了一个早上的大头虾～故事还在延续。。

上完课后。。我、阿肉和猫猫。。
立刻赶到车站去。。因为要赶巴士嘛。。
怎知巴士还没到。。不用紧。。
我们就四处徘徊。。吃冰淇淋。。面包。。
但没有一样是好吃的。。没办法。。太饿了～
过了一个小时。。巴士才到。。
准备上巴士前。。发现又有另一样非常之重要的东西不见了。。
MY GOD～我的车票叻？？
还没到车站前。。已经把车票塞进裤带。。
怎么会不翼而飞？？

这时。。司机叔叔在counter另一边忙着。。
阿肉牵我上巴士。。
之后。。司机叔叔也没有查票根。。
只查查几个外劳的票根。。就开车了。。
我就这样逃过了一劫。。谢天～
又当了一个下午的大头虾。。

天蝎座的我变成了“大头虾”座。。

130309当了一天的两只大头虾。。
但终于也回到自己的家了。。超累的。。
连续的很多个晚上。。都是两三点才睡。。
加上病在身。。服了药。。
今晚特别早睡。。弟弟都觉得奇怪。。
怎么姐今晚特别早睡？

140309
今早。。起床。。身体还是很不适。。
还有一大叠未完成的事情要办。。

~WHAT I NEED IS JUZ A TRUST~

2009-03-09T13:40:00.005+08:00

Last nite..
I'm totally in a pucker..
Facing a dilemma..
Plans juz changed too sudden..
Til i duno wat's da next step i'm gonna tc..

When da moment i knew..
My face was realy pale..
N started to think as many sequels as i can..
From many perspectives..

I knew tis sudden was not delightful to u all..
In da 1st instance.. I planned to tell u da truth..
But.. Ur fury came in gradually n increasing..
I can feel u were obnoxious..
But.. Wat can i do??

Ppl was disagreeing me here..
Then u were distasteful over there..
But.. Wat i need now..
Is juz a trust.. Dun ask me reasons..
But.. Trust tis is not wat i hope to b..

~LOVE RECOVERY SYSTEM~

2009-03-08T01:14:00.004+08:00

*Whistling sound* (an sms coming in..)
Open up.. N saw it was u..
U r not in a good condition again..
Mind stil clinging of him??
Essentially.. Tonite should b a great nite for u..
Y can't u juz left him bhind n enjoy ur nite??

As periods going on..
U ady knew is IMPOSSIBLE..
But.. In fact.. When a girl is truely in love wif a guy..
She really does..
Til when she'll woke up from her dreamz??
It depends to her LOVE RECOVERY SYSTEM..

There r various way to solve da matter..
Mayb some..
Need another person to replace his place..
OR.. Work busily without thinking of him..
OR.. Spending money to fill up her loneliness.. (but.. tis won't b my choice..)
OR.. Keep talking & spending time wif frends & family..
But.. All these suit those who r feeling lonely..

But.. When special case lik..
Carry a torch.. Juz one-sided love..
Ady feel deeply for tat guy..
N fall for him bcz of his solicitude..
In fact.. Of his attitude as well..
But.. Nth happened bfore between da 2 of u..
But.. Tears started to slip over ur cheeks..
I hope to lend a helping hand..
R there any solution for it??

慢慢爱上你～

2009-03-07T14:01:00.005+08:00

当初看你不是很起眼。。
但我会试着看看你的优点。。慢慢爱上你。。
我相信我一定做得到。。
因为我已经没得选了。。
不想拥有都已将你拥有了。。
还能怎么办叻？？
就试把劲爱上你吧！！
NIKE AIR。。我一定会努力把你当“宝”看。。

不起眼的你。。希望你会让我慢慢爱上你。。

至于。。旧的已经坏到超难堪的。。见不得光。。
所以。。已是时候将你摆在一旁。。
得空得空的时候。。我会回来看看你。。
放心。。我不会将你遗忘。。还会回忆起你曾陪伴我的日子。。
毕竟。。你曾是我的最爱嘛。。嘻嘻。。

虽然你已老了。。还是想帮你摆出最美的pose。。

~THE LAST TIME~

2009-03-01T23:59:00.009+08:00

Recently.. I'm diving into tis song totally..
Da lyrics was realy touching..

《最后一次》 LAVIGNE

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆握住却并不容易
甚至由天决定不要太伤心

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你 <~END~>

Heard about..
Tis was composed by a 17 year old gurl bfore she left..
But.. there r many edition of stories..

Some said:
At tat time.. Tis gurl was having serious illness..
N tis song was dedicated to her BF..

Some said:
Tis gurl was being abandoned..
N wrote tis bfore she commit suicide..

Some said:
Tis gurl was having cancer..
N her BF lik listen to songs n produce songs..
She wrote tis bfore she left..
As a rememberance for her BF..

Some said:
Tis gurl n her BF luv each other much..
But.. ill-fated.. Tat guy had serious illness..
N tis gurl dedicate tis song to him..
Soon.. he passed away..
Tat gurl end her life too..

NO MATTER HOW WAS DA EDITION OF STORY..
DA RHYTHM OF TIS SONG WAS DEPLORABLE.. TOUCHING..
SOMETIMES.. PPL SAID..
HAVING WAT KINDA MOOD.. WILL LISTEN TO WAT KINDA SONG..
BUT.. VERACITY.. I'M NOT SICK AT HEART..
DUN MISAPPREHEND.. haha~

~A TURNING POINT~

2009-02-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

A turning point..
A 180 turning point..
Mood exalt to da culmination..
Suddenly drop to da bottom..
Juz in seconds..

A jubilant news passed by..
Abominable words coming into my eyes..
Euphemistical words r lik thorns..
Thorns r damn scratchy..
Unheeding advert.. It bruised feelings..

Gonna traverse these thorns to reach another new terrain..
Thorny paths r not easy to walk through..
Sometimes.. I was thinking..
Is tis da walking path which i lik to keep on??
But.. I can't choose..
Cz i dun hav chances to choose..
PREDETERMINATE.. Juz adapt it..

~Not once again??~

2009-02-19T19:15:00.006+08:00

Well.. Having sth to express out..
Currently (but.. actualy not juz currently.. is quite a period of time..)
Someone.. Did made me feel a bit fed up..
I'm not sure whether tat person knows bout his@her self-serving behaviour..

Everytime.. If a happening embroil tat person much..
He@She wil place his@herself at da head foremost position at da very 1st time..
N fastly bring forward his@her suggestion which is more benifit his@herself..
Sitters-in r not puppets which allow YOU to manipulate..
Come on!! V did hav feelings.. Who duno wat's ur purpose of doing these??
Although everytime u'll use round reasons to cover up lubricity..

THINK BEFORE YOU ACT..
NOT TO THINK EXCUSES TO CONCEAL UR DUPLICITY..
IS TO THINK FOR OTHERS TOO BFORE U DETERMINE STH..
YUP.. IN FACT.. EVERYONE LIKES BENIFITS..
BUT.. DUN ALWAYZ ENGROSS URSELF..
LEARN TO SHARE.. TRY TO THINK BOUT IT..

~CONTINUANCE~

2009-01-20T13:56:00.004+08:00

Lately..
When mood doesn't feel well..
Music is da best partner..
Listening songs which similar to feelings..
Sentimental n dolce rhythms suit most..

Sometimes..
Disguise oneself to smile is such tough..
I duno how to differentiate which is real o fake anymore..
When surrounding was so quiet.. Feelings juz follow as well..

No matter how hard I figure out problems faced..
I realy can't forgiv wat YOU done n stil insist to hav..
I knew no matter wat v said o advise..
It's lik breeze passing by..

Wat YOU stil wan?? Y r YOU so insisting??
Agony happened again n again..
Our hearts r fearing all over again n again..
Fearing problem existing without finding a final resolvent..

DUN PUT TOO HIGH DESIRES O DEMANDS PERSONALLY..
WHEN DESIRES R OVER OWN LIMITATION..
U'RE NOT DA ONE U'RE ANYMORE..
RATHER.. SOMETIMES.. SIMPLE WASN'T TAT BAD..
LIVE SIMPLE.. THINK SIMPLE..
HAPI LIVES R MUCH MORE WORTHY IN TIS WORLD..
UTILIZE UR PURITY TO SCALE WHICH IS IMPORTANT..
EITHER URSELF O DA OVERALL SITUATION??
CAST AWAY ALL THOSE FICTITIOUS MISHMASH..

~Specially for SOMEONE whom I realy wana tell to...~

~BIG CHANGES OF CONSUETUDE~

2009-01-17T20:55:00.006+08:00

Big changes of consuetude..
Realy a big difference..
If it's good for everyone.. It doesn't mind..

Before tis.. It considered a three-quarter of sand bottle..
Now feel tis bottle of sand almost spliting everything out..
N bottle crack leading sand to pour dispersedly..

If tis bottle realy broke.. Where wil da sand diffuse to??
Mayb.. Some heavyweight sandpile stil remain its original location..
Sandpile's combination can b imcompact as well if lack of willpower..
Mayb.. Some small tiny sand wil flaunt in da breeze..
N stop whenever da wind stop..

Veracity.. I HATE tis kinda condition..
Juz because of 1 reason.. Tis bottle wil crack n break..
All because of YOU!!

Y dun YOU think a bit rationally n consider about ppl around YOU??
YOU realy DAMN SELFISH.. GOSH!!
Juz only YOU urself can get those wat YOU called "advantages"..

I dun care wat advantages is it..
N I dun care who u're rite now..
YOU doesn't mean anything to me anymore..
Even u're my eldership..

Tis world stil having JUSTICE?? Wat da hell is tis??
I realy personally hope everything will b inactive rite now..

If bottle doesn't noe how to value itself..
N if sand wana treasure bc bottle..
Doesn't seems anything meaningful anymore..

~Xmas '08~

2008-12-28T17:21:00.014+08:00

Tis year's Christmas..
Spending time wif "yi jie" n ah mate at malacca.. A FAMOSA~~

Christmas Eve..
When v reached.. V entered da water park..
GOSH.. Played every adventurous equipment..
Da most scariest is da 5 storeys water-slide..
It was lik.. Gonna drop off da slide while landing.. WoW!!
Another one is da long dark "tunnel" slide..
While sliding.. Closed my eyes tightly..
Dun even let my breath out.. Feel lik I'm gonna die inside.. Scary..
Din swim quite a long time..
While swimming.. Feel damn amusing n enjoying.. haha..

3 of us..

After water park.. Checked in..

Ah mate's little sis n her frends prepared steamboat for dinner..

(Somebody did angry of us.. Cz din giv a helping hand.. Bit lazy.. haha..)

After taken bathe.. Ate steamboat.. Prepare to carnival show..

Hug me so tight o?? haha..

Ah mate & me..

During tat show.. I did enjoy..

But.. Feel pity of those animals which perform for us..

Trained to make ppl hapi..

Especially da orang utan.. Not smiling willingly..

But.. Da trainer pulled its face to make a smiley face to show da audience..

Our shoes..

Our faces durinng carnival nite.. haha..

While countdown-ing for Christmas..

I saw a very familiar view of someone's bc..

But.. I knew it wasn't him..

Feel bit stunned too.. Cz faces r almost da same..

I did peep few times of "him".. haha.. Bit sot-sot..

But.. No one knew it.. Luckily.. haha..

Countdown Stage~~

Next day.. Christmas..

After Safari Park.. V hang around at mlc town..

Ah mao.. Our tourist guide brought us around..

Had nice asam laksa.. Tasty cendol..

Walked around Jongker Street.. Bought souvenirs for dears..

Later.. Visit Portuguese Village..

Many houses were decorated wif great ornaments.. Admired those decoration..

2 silly deers at Portugueuse Village.. haha~~

Of course wif a Santa as well.. kaka..

Later on.. Went to Eye On M'sia..

Mlc's nite view wasn't tat great.. haha.. Bit arrogant me..

Eye On M'sia~~

Well.. Da next day.. V went bc..

Juz reached sban.. Went n met wif some old frends..

Went n sing k.. Crazy singing.. haha.. Did sang nice songs too..

My dear praised my voice leh.. wakaka.. So hapi..

After taken dinner.. Only bc home.. Finally..

These 3 days was realy great.. haha.. ENJOYMENT!! YIPPEE!!

~THE DEEPEST REGRET~

2008-12-22T21:10:00.001+08:00

Today saw an online post..

N newspaper as well..

Feel shocked bout it..

My eyes was realy big while reading..

A schoolmate of mine passed away..

Though I’m not closed wif him..

But.. Heart feel down bout it..

Last week.. After shopping at kl..

While waiting to go bc..

Met his sis at da railway..

As v’re taking da same train bc to sban..

Tat time.. I did smile to his sis..

But.. She din giv any response..

N I felt she’s bit cocky..

But soon.. She changed my mind..

She gav me a little response..

While v’re squeezed in da same carriage..

Tat day.. I met his sis..

But now.. I saw his news..

I think tat accident was realy deplorable..

He drove bc for midwinter festival..

N tragedy happened.. Sighed..

The Deepest Regret to U..

N I hope u stay peace where u’re..

May GOD bless U, Yap Chee Mun..

~DUMPLING DAY~

2008-12-21T16:45:00.006+08:00

Last nite.. Fetched sis bc from airport..
Welcome home.. Bc home for dumpling-dumpling festival.. kaka..
Got tis from sis.. Thanks~~

Tis morning woke up.. Make dumpling.. Play dumpling~~

Playing o wat?? Dun grab me.. Pain~~ wakaka..

Done.. Snowball time?? haha.. Pity dumpling..

Yuhoo.. Happy.. Having plans for christmas d.. wakaka..
Now juz awaiting da time to reach.. haha~

~CUTIES~

2008-12-19T17:00:00.011+08:00

My holidays cuties.. haha.. All in different kinda attitudes & personalities.. Got 1 cocky.. Got 1 lik to act fool.. Got few super talkative.. Got 1 alwayz in smiley face.. Got 1 very concern of his studies.. Got 1 lazy n alwayz dreaming bside me.. Got 1 very handsome.. others not bad oso.. n 1 pretty as well.. haha..

~NEW CHANGES~

2008-12-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

Today.. Went n hav a hair cut..

A nite bfore.. Feel fear of cutting it..

Cz being longhair around 1 n a half year I think..

Used to be wif it..

Sometimes.. When used to b wif sth always..

Wil made it as a habit..

But.. Feel ennui of it in a sudden..

So.. Plan to cut it off.. kaka..

(A bit illogicality over here.. Feel fear?? Feel bored?? Wat I wan o?? kaka..)

After cutting it off..

Feel lightness.. Agile.. Youthful.. haha..

Well.. Mood changed me much suddenly as well..

Hoping.. Cutting off tis hair..

Is lik having a new change in life..

Bfore tis.. Feel pall of some affairs..

Lotz kinda affairs..

Had a suffering period bfore..

But now.. Feel glad cz most of it ady settled..

My heart doesn’t hav much more worries lik bfore..

Wat I wori now?? Juz only MYSELF: My Future.. haha..

~NICE HARVEST~

2008-12-17T23:26:00.006+08:00

Today.. After tuition class..

Met up a long time frend.. Yun..

Cast bc.. V din meet each other since secondary graduation..

Last time.. V used to go tuition together..

Sometimes.. I used to walk o cycle to ur house for revision bfore exam tim..

Think bc.. V’re closed to each other bfore.. haha..

Soon later.. After entering college..

N I moved to a new area.. Our house is no longer nearby lik bfore..

Each of us.. Having our own personal lifes..

Haha.. Til today.. Finally.. Eventually.. Lastly..

V got to meet up..

Mm.. Well.. Today..

V four gurls.. Having lunch together..

Having crazy laughter together..

Having some non-sense chatting too.. kaka..

After lunch.. Hang around..

N it’s time for our movie.. kaka..

THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL..

Mm.. Well..

Tis movie.. No comment.. kaka..

Wondering it’ll b quite exciting.. Bcz of tv advertisement..

But.. Da outcome doesn’t looks realy good.. haha..

Nice harvest??

Received lotz of chocolates today..

Kaka.. Damn happy..

Well then.. thanks lotz ya.. Appreciate them lotz.. WOW!!

~PASSED TIME~

2008-12-16T22:27:00.003+08:00

A pared apple.. Will turned yellowish after some minutes..

A white t-shirt.. Will turned yellowish as well after few years wearing..

Called to mind.. Few weeks ago..

When I was arranging my things..

I opened a small little round basket with a little blue flower on top of it..

I found out..

A necklace with a pendant letter “S” was kept finely in tis basket..

Tis necklace is no longer like last time..

Shininess is no longer like before..

It turned yellowish by staying in a dark drawer for years..

It’s a necklace u gave to me a couple years ago..

2 years ago..

U prepared tis present for me a month bfore my birthday..

U told me.. “Juz wana giv u a small surprise.. U’ll received it on ur birthday..”

Well.. Tat time.. I was awaiting for my coming birthday..

Wat a naive gurl.. haha..

I did received ur birthday present on my birthday..

But.. Later.. Half year passed..

Things changed lotz.. In a sudden..

Phone doesn’t rang anymore..

N u left without any reasons..

Tat time I was realy confused..

Many question marks in my mind.. ?????

N soon.. I noe.. I gonna end tis 1 and a half year story wif a big full-stop..

Til now.. V din even contact each other anymore..

Sometimes.. Memories juz rewind bc in my mind..

Mm.. Watever.. Juz let it be..

Haha.. Feeling lik I’m rewinding an old audiotape.. Hostory, man!! Kaka..

~TERRIBLE HEADACHE~

2008-12-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

It’s 5 in da morning..

“Chui.. It’s time to wake up..”

“Well.. Ok.. Waking now..” answered blur-ly..

All of blur-ly.. Bcz of last nite..

No electric current.. Aiz..

Whole nite.. Din hav a nice rest..

Keep waking up for some couple times..

Wondering there’s electric ont.. Bloody hot, man!!

Little vampires (mosquitoes) sucked out quite of my blood..

Little puff made me itchy-itchy.. Aiyo..

Hot and itchy.. Damn suffering..

After cleaning up myself.. Eaten my breakfast..

It’s time to start my left & right leg exercise (driving) again.. haha..

Heading to kl early in da morning..

Sending big sis to KLIA..

She’s heading to Tian Jin for business trip today..

Glaring streetlights brighten along our journey..

Reached.. Car parked..

Waiting for check-in..

Chit-chatting while waiting for around 1 n a half hour..

After she entered in.. Mummy n I left da airport..

Me.. Rushing bc for tuition class now.. kaka..

During tuition class.. At 1^st.. Energy stil not bad though..

Later on.. Eyes keep on falling..

My head.. Is smashing me up.. Ouch!!

Terrible headache..

Forbear ache til my class end..

After all my students went down..

My head straight forward lay on da table..

Hav a few minutes rest.. Finally..

After having lunch.. Played around wif kids..

Around 2 hours later.. Headache seeking me again..

Tis time realy need to lay down for rest..

Without hesitation.. I took an hour nap..

Waking up.. My head is cramping.. Blur-ing.. Aiz..

Mm.. I busy whole day.. N sis juz reached..

Hav to take care well of urself ya..

Tian Jin weather now is extremely, extraordinary bloody cold..

Take care.. Take care.. Awaiting for ur return ya.. haha..

2008-12-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

Holidays?? Relax-ing??

I dislike deserted life.. At least finding sth to cram my time up..

Giving tuition classes for a bunch of cuties..

Realy little cuties..

In my mind.. Always thinking one cutie’s smiley face..

When he smile..

He dun hav 2 front part teeth.. kaka..

His smile realy sweet.. Smiling without eyes too..

Juz 2 lines eyes.. kaka..

Always hanging smiley faces at me..

But.. Another handsome can’t control his mouth all da time..

Super talkative.. Giving warnings all da time..

Sometimes.. Til my slaver oso dry.. Need water..

Anyway.. Enjoying teaching tis class much.. haha..

After tuition.. Time wil bit difficult for me..

Too much leisure time..

Always thinking sth to do.. To fulfil my time..

Doing left & right legs exercises (driving.. kaka..)

Fetching here n there.. Watever..

Sometimes.. In slow speed..

Sometimes.. In high speed..

Depends on feelings.. haha..

Weekends.. Out-ing wif frends..

Meeting up for movie..

Chit-chatting.. Sharing stories & new updates.. haha..

Kl shopping.. watever.. haha..

Awaiting for more meet-ups..

Did heard from a frend last nite..

Quite down frend.. Can’t find a job after graduation..

Mm.. Suggestions?

Juz gav some simple advices..

If can't find job at East way.. Stil having West way for ya..

Dun wori.. I belief.. Luck will lead u to ur destiny ya..

Dun wori.. dear.. miss ya..